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girl with the silver tongue & acid on her lips...

[ natasha's | planet ]
[ charted | territory ]

[13 Sep 2004|06:11pm]
i'm having a baby! go to http://www.livejournal.com/~mylittlemiracle to read more about it!
reach for the sky

[23 Jul 2003|09:17am]
do any of you have blurty journals? if so, comment and let me know. thanks!




(p.s. 15 more days until i'm 21!)
1 handful of stardust|reach for the sky

[06 Apr 2003|03:03pm]
[ mood | curious ]

do you ever miss me?

1 handful of stardust|reach for the sky

[21 Jan 2003|03:44pm]
i'm here. come visit me, i miss you all.
reach for the sky

[27 Oct 2002|12:11pm]
i have done the unthinkable.
1 handful of stardust|reach for the sky

[01 Sep 2002|07:34am]
i miss the way deadjournal used to be. i missed the way i used to feel when i wrote in my deadjournal. i was so much happier back then.

even though i don't really use this journal anymore... i've taken people off of my friends list, added people to my friends list (that i had thought were already on there, but they weren't), and made my links that pretty blurry look when you mouseover them. just because i love that look, and it doesn't look right on my livejournal.

i want a cream/tan/brown/sepia colored journal. damn it.


i just want to go home. i want that more than anything on this earth. why don't i have the balls to do it?
1 handful of stardust|reach for the sky

[11 Aug 2002|07:29am]
what the fuck is up with deadjournal??? ahhhh!!!
reach for the sky

[07 Aug 2002|08:58am]
happy birthday to me. i am now twenty. weee.
3 handfuls of stardust|reach for the sky

[28 Jul 2002|06:50am]
lj.com/~starluste


go there. i won't be here much anymore.
2 handfuls of stardust|reach for the sky

[24 Jul 2002|09:59am]
alright, it isn't letting me change my password... the page keeps timing out.


someone want to help me think of a new pretty username?
2 handfuls of stardust|reach for the sky

[24 Jul 2002|09:45am]
okay, i just found out that someone must have hacked into my aim account. one of the people that i talk to frequently said i messaged him a few days ago saying "i need someone to eat me out" - but this morning was the first time i've been on the net since thursday afternoon/eveningish.

so my password is changed, i'm slowly trying to add people to my list... i don't feel like changing my sn right now. so there. if *i* have messaged you saying something absolutely rediculous, please let me know. thanks.
reach for the sky

[24 Jul 2002|09:25am]
well... i am now in baton rouge.

and i'm having a total culture shock.

i feel like a little girl alone in a bigbig world.

but its rather exciting... its just going to take a LOT for me to get used to. i could write so many things right now - but i can't. too busy.

i want people to call me. if you want to call me, go on aim and msg me, i'll give you my number.

speaking of aim, i lost my entire aim friends list and for some reason, it doesn't seem to be saved anywhere on my computer. why is that?

by the way, i want everyone to come visit me. my apartment is nice and spacious, and i have outdoor swimming pools and a tennis court and whatnot. its like a fucking club med. or something. *laugh*

and if anyone is interested in displaying their layout/icon making skills, feel free to lavish them upon my little journal here. either that, or teach me how to use photoshop7. *laugh*
reach for the sky

[17 Jul 2002|08:14pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]
[ music | eve and alicia keys -gangsta lovin ]

grrr... there's this girl on livejournal, i won't name any names right now, but she recently added me to her friends list and mentioned that she liked my icons. i told her they were made by [info]rocketbox, because i don't take credit for things i don't make. she posted back saying that she liked 'leigh's livejournal layout, and said that she was wondering if she could make one like that. i told her that i'm sure 'leigh wouldn't care unless you took her background and stuff like that without permission. alright, well this girl has 4 livejournals and now EACH one of them have a different variation of 'leigh's background on them. and i know 'leigh has been sick and hasn't been on the net, so i really doubt that this girl asked permission to use that background. so 'leigh, if you see this - let me know if you gave her permission, and if not i'll give you her user name/s so you can talk to her about it. i took the girl off my friend's list. that pissed me off. i wrote a message in one of her journals saying "oh, i see my friend must have given you permission to use HER background, it looks nice" - and she never posted a response to it, which is odd cuz this girl is a commenting maniac. but whatever, that's enough of that. i could just be overreacting, for all i know 'leigh gave her permission.

moving on... this may be the last time i post for a while, i'm leaving friday morning for BR... i'll try to post and let you know that i made it okay (i'm driving my car there, it has 173,000 miles on it) as soon as i can!

<3 you guys - *xoxo*

6 handfuls of stardust|reach for the sky

[15 Jul 2002|03:55pm]
i hate to say this... but i fear that i am starting to abandon this for livejournal.

what has happened to deadjournal? why is it dying? i don't want to leave, but its so lonely here... :(

i leave this friday for louisiana for absolute sure. GLEE!
4 handfuls of stardust|reach for the sky

[12 Jul 2002|01:47pm]
[ mood | infuriated ]
[ music | all 4 one - she's got skills ]

my car got broken into last night. and bobs, and amys, and lizzys. heh.

i'm livid... they CUT the face off of my cd player (instead of just pushing the stupid button) and cut into my dash, but didn't take the cd player itself. of course, it is now useless because they took the face. they took all of my cds... i had over 40 in my car, and some of them had personal labels with mine and amy's pictures on them. they managed to take amy's whole cd player (not just the face, haha) and all of her cds...

but to make matters worse, they went in my trunk and i had most of my clothes in it (since i'm going to louisiana NEXT friday, not today like i planned) and they took 20some pairs of my underwear and threw them all over the church parking lot (i live right behind a church). the absolute worst thing was that they took my backpack with all my college books in it... i have NO idea why they'd want to take that. but i need that. there is stuff in there that i can't replace! ahhhhHHHHHH!

nothing was taken from lizzy's car... she doesn't have a cd player or anything. all they took from bob's was his pack of cigarettes... which is pretty messed up because he had guns and beer in the back, and they didn't take that. hrm.

so i put the word out to pete's younger brothers, and to a few others... if they hear anything, they'll let me know. this place is a gossip town, i'm sure i'll find out in a few days. and then, those kids will be screwed. i've got big nasty friends. :P

and to answer the question i'm sure you're thinking... no, my car was NOT locked. neither was lizzys. bob's truck was, and so was amy's... but they don't have power locks so it wasn't hard to break in. i live right in the middle of fucking town, a block and a half away from the cop shop... NEXT to a church (my car was actually parked at the end of the church parking lot, which is right next to my driveway)... and i've lived here for my entire life. nobody EVER hears of people stealing around here. so its gotta be people who knew we were around.

grr. i better get some answers before next friday.

1 handful of stardust|reach for the sky

[11 Jul 2002|09:35am]
[ mood | calm ]

i need to tear myself away from my computer for a while. my addiction to it is getting rather unhealthy, i feel like i'm in high school again. i'm spending like 4 hours a day on it. and getting nothing done.

so i might not be posting for a few days. plus... my mom is going psycho on me, and has been trying to kick me out of the house all week. so i might be packing up my computer tomorrow and driving to louisiana...by myself. eee.

but i'll be back, and i'll miss you... and i might post later today, but not tomorrow. i have to wean myself from you gently. but don't think i'm gone forever! as soon as i'm settled in at my new home, i shall be back. that's my warning to you.

so i leave you with this:

* rhiannon, i would be honored to put up with your sisterly messes

* ami, even though you no longer have me on your friends list, you might come across this - i just wanted to let you know that i enjoy everything you write

* matt, where have you been?

* alaina... i'm amazed at your beautiful photography skills. i'm sorry i never told you that sooner.

* dax - what can i say, i adore you. you're one of the sexiest people i know, and you also have one of the kindest hearts.

* andy, i'm just honored that you posted a comment in my journal. it made my day, thanks. ;)

* missy, i just realized i have three of your journals on my friends list, you nut. you're beautiful inside and out, and even though you smoke the weed (lol, *makes yucky face*) i still think you're one of the coolest people i know... and it's really too bad you weren't like... one year older. btw... my little brother thinks you're hot, rofl

* marci, i wish you'd post more than every six months. :P reading your journal was what made me decide to get a deadjournal. hope everything is still dreamy between you and alex!

* nate, we've known each other for years... and i'd have no idea what i'd do without you. end of story.

* molli... i watched american idol for the first time last night, and i thought of you. :)

* lau, thank you for helping me get a livejournal. i would miss you too much without it. *grin*

* cass... you aren't on deadjournal anymore, but i feel the need to keep you on my friends list justincase you come back. and i still see you on lj anyway, so :P

* ashley, i'm sorry you aren't feeling well - i hope you get better veryvery soon! don't forget, we still need to watch I Am Sam together!

* pemberducky, why in the hell do i not know your name?

* gina, you always comment just when i begin to think nobody cares. you've got such a pure heart. *bearhug*

* patience ann, i'm in awe of you. i really am. that's kind of embarrassing for me to admit. i wish you much happiness with your kenkitty, you deserve it!

* heather, you're too cool... i'm glad you have a great guy like james. and one of these days i hope you wake up and realize that you're skinny as hell, EVERY DAY.

* nat, we have the same name. i like that. you make awesome layouts and icons. you're very funny. you have an honored position on my list of friends. ;)

* annie, i saved you for last. i think you know why. you've got a place in my heart, babe.


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don't ask me why i did that... now i feel as if i'm leaving forever, when its more than likely going to be 4 days or something. but i felt the need to acknowledge everyone.

and to all the people that have me on their friends list, the ones i don't have on mine because i feel i don't know you enough... gimme a comment, so we can say hi and get to know each other. i <3 new friends.
4 handfuls of stardust|reach for the sky

[10 Jul 2002|07:57am]
in a three day span, i have polished off a stick of cookie dough. am i going to die? if i am i don't care, it was worth it. :P

last night at 11 i get a phone call from amy... i had to go pick her up 12 miles away cuz she got pulled over - one of her headlights was burnt out, which is why they pulled her over, but then they discovered beer in the back of her truck (and the beer was on ice, no less) and gave her a breathalizer. she blew .014... not much i know, but she could've gotten underage drinking, drinking and driving, transportation of alcohol, the works. they coulda hauled her ass off to jail. but instead they only gave her a ticket for transportation of alcohol and a citation for the bad headlight... and i got to take her home. she is the luckiest person on the planet. drinking and driving is veddyveddy bad. but i didn't talk down on her for it... she beat herself up enough as it was.

i'm worried about school. i just can't think. i just don't want to talk about it. okay?
2 handfuls of stardust|reach for the sky

[09 Jul 2002|05:56pm]
[ music | our lady peace ]

With the coolest username: [info]laustar [info]streetwhore
With the coolest userpics: [info]rocketbox [info]electriksheep
Most likely to comment in your journal: [info]mushmine [info]saya
Least likely to comment in your journal: [info]josephine
You last added: [info]pemberducky
You first added: [info]rebeltoy, i think.
You could adopt as a sibling: [info]beast [info]xescalation
Who seems to be on ALL your friends lists too: hmmm... a lot of them are on all of my lists.
Who Posts the Most of these damn surveys: probably me, lol
What's the story behind your dj username?: well, umm... it's my name. lol. am i boring or what?
What's the name of your boyfriend or girlfriend?: Peter Alan the second.
Do you love that person a lot?: Of course.
Has anyone ever joined DJ because of you?: [info]hatchetman
How often do you post to DJ?: too often, i think. i should only write when i have something important to say... but i feel bad when i don't write for a day or two.
What's the longest you've gone without posting to DJ since the day you've signed up?: 2 or 3 weeks.
What's the longest you've gone without reading DJ since you discovered it? a week. isn't that sad? and i've been on here since november 2001.
What is your favorite post you've ever made to DJ?: *shrug* not a clue!
How many of your LJ friends are your friends in "real life"?: [info]hatchetman
How many of your LJ friends have you actually met?: none, unless you count nate. *sniffle*
Have you ever e-mailed or I.M.`d someone you found on LJ?: yesyes.
Of all the people on DJ you know, who is most like you?: none of them, i hope.
Who is the most intelligent or insightful person you know on DJ?: [info]staingirl [info]bluekabuki
Who is your least favorite/most annoying DJ user or community?: i wouldn't know... i don't read any annoying journals.
Is your "Significant Other" on DJ?: *rofl* nope
Who is the sexiest person you know on DJ?: ohh gosh... everyone. so let's see, i'll just pick people i haven't mentioned yet. [info]sabotaged [info]seconal [info]daximus
Have you ever fantasized about someone on DJ?: i've had dreams that some of you were in, but i wouldn't call them fantasies.
Would you want to know if someone fantasized about you on DJ?: OMG, of course!
Have you ever wanted to meet someone on DJ?: VERYVERY much so.


i'm not putting a cut on this, because i thought it was kind of neat. so there. :P

6 handfuls of stardust|reach for the sky

[09 Jul 2002|11:17am]
[ music | The Hives - Hate To Say I Told You So ]

( I can't believe I did this. )

2 handfuls of stardust|reach for the sky

[08 Jul 2002|07:38am]
[ mood | sleepy ]

did you miss me???

probably not.

dropped peter off at the airport this morning... it was nice seeing him. there's really not much else i want to say about that.

i'm aiming on leaving for BR in two weeks. we'll see how it goes.

but right now, i'm exhausted - i just got done driving for four hours. eww. sleepy.

3 handfuls of stardust|reach for the sky

flying through space
[ staring at | here and now ]
[ travel to | lightyears away ]